blown away

i am undeniably awestruck by the human spirit that binds us (people) as a race. totally blown away. it happens almost daily. However, this baffling happens.. most often.... with people who do not come from here.

au revoir.

chocolate scones r us

we like
we make
we write down
how many

i think of awmd

i feel "dirty"
katie

tout seul

Je ne veux pas être tout seul. Après deux jours de bonheur, de bonheur sans faille et l'extase, je ne veux pas être seul. vas-y mon chiot, mon homme, mon roi, mon seigneur, vas-y et jouer, je vais penser de toi tout le temps. Je ne veux pas manger sans toi, je ne veux pas dormir sans toi. travail est la crainte, mais avec toi en esprit, il est tolérable.

Je suis fou de toi. chaque fois que tu me donner le don de ton présence mon amour grandit et plus verte, plus fort et plus brillant que jamais. je veux etre ton dejuener, ton diner, ton cafe, ton chemise, ton rire.

Je veux te donner plaisir à l'infini. Je veux effacer rien de mal à partir de ton mémoire. Je tiens à toi plonger en moi. Nage dans les eaux de ma profonde. Je crois en toi et chaque hausse passant de marée.

Je pleure quand je pense de toi laisser. Je suis désolé si je te faire te sentir mal, il n'est jamais mon intention. tout ce que je veux est pour toi le bonheur et le contentement. je te veux bien dormir à côté de moi dans l'éternité. Je vais faire l'amour de toi jusqu'à ma mort. Je vais te lécher et sucer te et de te faire saigner avec plaisir.

SPLAT

chop my head off

chop my head off

juices go everyhwere

free reign

i collapse
a lot

striped shirt

didnt get sweaty tonight
under two blankets of fur

is your father a bee specialist
did you go on a suicidal ski run

did they say electroconvulsive therapy
finally...

mommy?

live action role playing

LIVE ACTION role playing



and they were playing ninja larp
they were wearing really bad ninja costumes
im trying to get my refund from the normal people
because the army guys took over the campsite
and they took over our LARP

hey larpy!!!!

hey it's mos def!
he chases him all ninja style


and i broke some kid's sword............................

i looked around and theres three types of things going on

welcome

welcome to stanton
thank you for coming
my name is amy
ill be taking care of you tonight

i got fired from this restaurant

raw

apples coconuts raisins japan
almonds dates honey-can
tides oceans puddles sand


XXXXXXXXXXX

spiral green sevens times sevens
spaces in between vacancy no vacancy
an 1,000 year peace treaty meeting
a reconvening

vitamin day dreaming

this little piggy

la luna

mira la luna

15% waxing crescent moon crescent rolling my body around your mind

and frowning on everyone else

monkey talk

yo i feel like a monkey
incessant banter inside my head
for real
i need to focus
1 ting
ting ting

what the fuck!

the family man

ratatouille got vetoed. family watches family man. family cries. family laughs. more family. family family family. family. FAMILY!!!!!! im goin insane!!!!

my finger is totally gross.


Bleh!!!!!!!!!!

epuise (epui - Zhay)

et je pense de mon animaux.
ay juh ponce duh mon an-ee-mo.

daddy

je pense de toi
je suis inquite. les chose que tu n'as pas de controlle, inquite pas. sil te plait, c'est finit. allez papa, c'est peu importe ca. ca cest n'importe quoi.... tu es le monde tu etaient tous les choses et tu as fait de bon travaille. allez papa allez. C'est ou ton esprit? c'est ou ton mentalite ton vitalite ton vivacite c'est ou?
il n'ya pas des filles que danse dans ta tete. il n'ya pas des balles amiables du foot. il n'y a pas des reves parce que tu ne dors pas. dors papa. tu le besoin. dors. je suis ta petite fille et j'ai le sentiment que j'ai 4 ans et 444 ans a la meme temps. arret papa. tu me manque.

turkey heaven

you are a ferocious animal.

body

andrew likes my body. and he tells me all the time.

i have an infection.

on my finger. i ate a lot of ibuprofen. it felt better. i came home today. on the train with my brother. i miss andrew already. what the fuck i miss andrew already! we drink a lot together. cause it's fun. georgi blue son, 100proof , half the price.

my blackberry comittted suicide and drank a bunch too. and i found it this morning in a pool of goo. dead. no note. no good bye. nothing.

noe went to vietnam last night. agent orange ak 47s tanks missiles amos all of it. she went awol i guess on her stupid faggot boyfriend. i hate boys who dont treat my ladies well. ima fuck em up.

seriously.

my dad's awake and stressed out about their financial situation. it's heartbreaking to watch. man. it's fuckin sad.

my finger hurts and i miss andrew man. i talked to him and listened to his sexy voice on the phone for like an hour this evening.

mmmm.

one more thing. im going to be a teacher. and a linguist. and get my master's.

good night.

oh my god

im hungry
so i pluck

quantized fractions

no more romance

#5

neurotique

food clothes job beauty shit subway wallet shoes words colors time noise

sunlight


its over

and you cant catch me

even in your huge tremor filled house
and played out love stories

or designer blazers
or flawless manicures

this blog is for me

its not for you, it's not tactile or homemade, it's e-style

a bunch of 1s and 0s basically

but uh
yeah
i had a bad dream last night


and i kept seeing gremlins everywhere
it was fucked

i bought a second hand rabbit fur coat today
it barely fits

haha
whatever

oui sil te plait

i took a six inch can of blood shook it up and it exploded everywhere

shake it up

shake it up

shake it up

what about us, girl

you and me in spain what about
what about us girl


peanutbutter
turkey
whatercolor
whatever

what about
what about
us
girl

lo fi fnk

jonathan is goin to florid
i just got to see him
im listenin to this fuckn song
it makes me feel like i lived a fuckin amazin life
and life is amazzin, actually
it sick

chng chng

im fuckin crazy son

i dont dont give a fuck



(it wasnt me)

math problems

OMG OMG OMG
major problems
math problems
serious equations
need resuloutions

i get wasted

its awesome

ill stop the world and melt with you

why does every commercial i see make me cry

im watching ASPCA commerical for dogs and cats that are beaten neglected and abused and sara mcglaughlin is singing in the background
im probably going to barf
then sob some more
im such a freak
im calling the toll free hotline now

i miss alexis
and my cat

then i saw a commerical for nicole kidmans new movie australia and it reminded me of alexis and i....our magical journeys through greece
there were like waterfalls and shit? idk



im sick
i hate my hair
i feel gross
fuck

party pics suck my ass

im over stupid dudes that fuck over my friends and their dumb glasses. im over the jobsearch. cry cry cry eat italian ice. puke. clean. wound. cigarette. cool. apartment. bed. poster. fold. resume. interview. suit. VIP. bracelet. falafel. carry me. internet. no. yes no. best friend's boyfriend. itchy. resistant. bad. drink. shower. cookie. in. subway. down. out. chat. time. hotflashes. dork. finger. laundry. chinese food. steamed food. diet food. hair. alexis. party. sleep. tea. alexis. no more. study. questions. boots. books.

im leaving paris

and im uh kinda scared
we got banks crashing, dollars plumetting.... people unempolyed, people freaking out
im leaving
my visa got denied and i miss new york
cause my visa got denied
im leaving alexis, my apartment and my cat

anticipating
a lot of nights
on couches
and sharing beds

with people who are doing me favors
and job hunting

not stoked on that
a bit nervous.

not gonna lie.

its gonna be fine.

but we got banks crashin and sara palin on the prowl, they both can suck my dick

my brother said the fireworks are just starting.

great.

i live in paris

yeah dude
its fuckin sweet
but im realizing that i really hate my job
like really really hate my job

i work on a boat in a restaurant / cafe for tourists. who just got off another boat that took them up and down the seine while looking at historical / famous sites. like, that in itself is weak. and played. but whatev.

let me jsut tell you about the place. the food is gross, over priced and kind of like cafeteria style. unless youre a big group of shitty french people who dont tip and pay even more for nasty food. then its like table service, but its a fixed menu, so you dont decide what crappy food youre going to be eating. there are 3 main responsibilities to this position. DEBRASSER les tables: thats like clearing all the tables after the clients have finished their BOUf (that means like, grub, in french). dont think this place is small either. its fucking huge. and carrying heavy plates and multiple trays long distances all day isnt easy. or cute. the second major responsibility is the buffet. restocking the grub and going back and forth to the kitchen to get more. its easier. but its boring as hell.

the third is the cash register, which im not able to do yet. i think you have like work there for over a year to actually get trained on the cash register. that's gay. but even that seems boring as hell and theres no movement. atleast with the frist responsibility im like sweating and getting buff and shit.

ok thats enough about my job

paris is cool besides bateaux parisien, i mean bateaux mexicans

beurk

(ohh berk, is the equivalent to EW in french.)

i love that.

werd

amy