monkey talk

yo i feel like a monkey
incessant banter inside my head
for real
i need to focus
1 ting
ting ting

what the fuck!

the family man

ratatouille got vetoed. family watches family man. family cries. family laughs. more family. family family family. family. FAMILY!!!!!! im goin insane!!!!

my finger is totally gross.


Bleh!!!!!!!!!!

epuise (epui - Zhay)

et je pense de mon animaux.
ay juh ponce duh mon an-ee-mo.

daddy

je pense de toi
je suis inquite. les chose que tu n'as pas de controlle, inquite pas. sil te plait, c'est finit. allez papa, c'est peu importe ca. ca cest n'importe quoi.... tu es le monde tu etaient tous les choses et tu as fait de bon travaille. allez papa allez. C'est ou ton esprit? c'est ou ton mentalite ton vitalite ton vivacite c'est ou?
il n'ya pas des filles que danse dans ta tete. il n'ya pas des balles amiables du foot. il n'y a pas des reves parce que tu ne dors pas. dors papa. tu le besoin. dors. je suis ta petite fille et j'ai le sentiment que j'ai 4 ans et 444 ans a la meme temps. arret papa. tu me manque.

turkey heaven

you are a ferocious animal.

body

andrew likes my body. and he tells me all the time.

i have an infection.

on my finger. i ate a lot of ibuprofen. it felt better. i came home today. on the train with my brother. i miss andrew already. what the fuck i miss andrew already! we drink a lot together. cause it's fun. georgi blue son, 100proof , half the price.

my blackberry comittted suicide and drank a bunch too. and i found it this morning in a pool of goo. dead. no note. no good bye. nothing.

noe went to vietnam last night. agent orange ak 47s tanks missiles amos all of it. she went awol i guess on her stupid faggot boyfriend. i hate boys who dont treat my ladies well. ima fuck em up.

seriously.

my dad's awake and stressed out about their financial situation. it's heartbreaking to watch. man. it's fuckin sad.

my finger hurts and i miss andrew man. i talked to him and listened to his sexy voice on the phone for like an hour this evening.

mmmm.

one more thing. im going to be a teacher. and a linguist. and get my master's.

good night.

oh my god

im hungry
so i pluck

quantized fractions

no more romance

#5

neurotique

food clothes job beauty shit subway wallet shoes words colors time noise

sunlight


its over

and you cant catch me

even in your huge tremor filled house
and played out love stories

or designer blazers
or flawless manicures

this blog is for me

its not for you, it's not tactile or homemade, it's e-style

a bunch of 1s and 0s basically

but uh
yeah
i had a bad dream last night


and i kept seeing gremlins everywhere
it was fucked

i bought a second hand rabbit fur coat today
it barely fits

haha
whatever

oui sil te plait

i took a six inch can of blood shook it up and it exploded everywhere

shake it up

shake it up

shake it up

what about us, girl

you and me in spain what about
what about us girl


peanutbutter
turkey
whatercolor
whatever

what about
what about
us
girl