office chair

i spun myself in circles and now i feel sick it was fun when it started though

i feel insane today

i woke up sweating, always a good start.
codey's dog woke up when i woke up so i pet her before i got in the shower. i read emails, i think of responses, i get confused.



im feelin wierd
wierd
wierd-o

i cant wait to go back to bed

libby

this girl is my hero

specialrequest

i freaked out on saturday. i woke up hungover and like depressed and i kinda freaked out. i thought everyone hated me and i thought i was a bad friend and selfish and judgemental and insensitive, and impatient. i couldnt get over or around all these thought for at least 15 minutes. andrew said it's like having a bad trip, which it totally is. it sucked. i txted my friends to see if they hated me. and then they said yes. then they said no.

the rest of saturday was filled with substitutes sleep and andrew.
we went out to eat at moto.
it was fuckin good.
andrew got me presents.
it was great.
he was a perfect date.


today was toy fair and im really tired.

its 9:10 and im goin to bed.

bon nuit.

valentine's day

i love you

sophomore

im going to this



I WILL NOT BUY THE SKIRT MY BEST FRIEND OWNS

amy n kash BFF*

a list of relativity:

1. it is not summer
2. this is not me and kash
3. i am not this skinny
4. we are not this tall
5. my hair doesn't grow past my shoulders


hahha maybe if im really really good this year ill fall out of a plane become a bird then fly around and when i get tired fall asleep in a tree and when i wake up i will be these girls. at the same time! i will be amy and kash! whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa no no no i need kash. i will wake up and be the girl in the red jeans.


ahahha sike

whatever

ps - i plagarize basically all photos from knight cat (props)
because she is a superior blogger than me.

im hoping i give cred where it is deserved.

jonny!!!!!

this picture reminds me of kash's boyfriend.

almost friday!!

this is how i feel when it's almost the weekend! OMG OMG OMG SLEEP! FREEDOM!



i went out to drinks with a client last night. i had two greygoose gimlets and he had two ketel 1 martinis. i spent 65 plus a 13 tip ($78) of my $100 petty cash for the week. whoops.

then i bought a pair of patricia fields boots for payless for $22 and i think kash got mad cause she told me about them at some point. i told her she can borrow them?



then I went to caravan of dreams to meet up with kash, abigail and dana for dinner. tyler came later. we all ate salad and it was fucking amazing. we drank chenin blanc (a bit sweet for my taste, but over all, great) i had a live salad with avocado and carrots and lettuce and it had a whole grain sprouted wheat pesto open face sandwich type feel to it. awesome. kash had a sald called the lover's salad or soemthing. then someone else got indonesian delight. healthy, fresh, raw, OG, divine. so fucking good.

then i went to andrews.

mmmhmmmm..


xxx

amy

there is always hope

i looked up balloons cause they remind me of hope.

this is by banksy
he fuckin slays

with asian stereotypes

last night andrew picked me up from work and then we walked a long way because it was so nice out. it's mid-february and it's like fucking 60 degrees. wtf, im not really complaining, im just a bit mixed up and i dont know what to wear. my body gets confused easily (so does my brain actually* ha) and i think this weather can cause a serious inbalance if you are prone to picking up bugs (which i am).

andrew gave me a piggy back ride and then i saw this girl that i met at buffaloXchange cause i buy all my clothes there and andrew said she was a lesbian, which she probably was. trader joe's has cheap wine for $2.99 so i bought 2 bottles. i like to stare up at andrew. he's so tall.

andrew and i had a conversation about what makes a man, family, fear, support, and love. i fucking love that man. he loves me too even though i'm fucking brutal.



kash called, i picked myself and went to the gym (drunk) worked out really hard and then i had a spinach salad with avocados and grapefruit for dinner. it was great.

WTF blog

yo i am crazyyyyy obsessed with all these fashion blogs. I'm TOTALLY obsessed. knightcat is def my fave but is-mental kind of rules. each one i go to i figure out something cool. im stoked on the art they post up and i take. new art new clothes new inspiration coool cool cool
im over fashion toast. that girl just pisses me off.
and leblogdebetty is really basic and it's not my steez but she is jsut so goddman fucking cute i like reading it. it's good for my french too.

im at work and sometimes i just need a minute to chill before i continue making calls and working out proposals.

i posted some shit up on here then took it down. i didnt want to hurt anyone's feelings.

are you gonna read this

i hope you dont

anne sexton

“I've grown tired of love
You are the trouble with me
I watch you walk right by”

“The sea is mother-death and she is a mighty female, the one who wins, the one who sucks us all up.”

this is the life

caffeine rules
creamer kind of rules
offices with free coffee and creamz
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

impressive, by the way

the brain does eat 5 g of sugars like saccharine which falls in the simple sugar catefories with others like galactose and mannonse or one of the ones you mentioned ,sccharose and excellent example of simple sugars in cluding lactose and maltose, but let not forget about complexsugars like assimible plysaccharides like amylose and amylopectin and non assimible polysaccharides like hemacellulose, pectins, mucilages and certain gums


but i said create not make eat


snd youre eating me alive
youre sucking all my sugar
i am a flimsy frisbee
i am a spinning top
i am trying
but you wont
stop


i dont trust you anymore

hogbet

oxcart is a word
hogbet is not

scrabble

i am such a freak

what the hell hell hell!!!!


egg white wrap
scrabble match
tandems
ohhh lwdy lawd
peanut brittle

writing games

fuck all these posts

crumble i dont

i dont get it


what the fuck fuck fuck

im disappointed.
ehhh.

fuck it.

whatever.

Aix en Provence, le 8 novembre, 2007

Aix en Provence, le 8 novembre, 2007





Madame Cheminade,


J’ai le regret de vous informer que je dois annuler le contrat de loyer que nous avions fait au mois d’octobre.

La raison pour laquelle j’annule est le fait que j’ai trouvé du travail en ville et il faut que je rentre tard à la maison. Alors, il sera préférable que j’habite en ville.

Je suis désolée pour la gêne que cela va vous causer. Je vous remercie de votre compréhension.

Je vous prie d’agréer, Madame Cheminade, l’expression de mes sincères salutations.

2009

outta ya mind

blown away

i am undeniably awestruck by the human spirit that binds us (people) as a race. totally blown away. it happens almost daily. However, this baffling happens.. most often.... with people who do not come from here.

au revoir.

chocolate scones r us

we like
we make
we write down
how many

i think of awmd

i feel "dirty"
katie

tout seul

Je ne veux pas être tout seul. Après deux jours de bonheur, de bonheur sans faille et l'extase, je ne veux pas être seul. vas-y mon chiot, mon homme, mon roi, mon seigneur, vas-y et jouer, je vais penser de toi tout le temps. Je ne veux pas manger sans toi, je ne veux pas dormir sans toi. travail est la crainte, mais avec toi en esprit, il est tolérable.

Je suis fou de toi. chaque fois que tu me donner le don de ton présence mon amour grandit et plus verte, plus fort et plus brillant que jamais. je veux etre ton dejuener, ton diner, ton cafe, ton chemise, ton rire.

Je veux te donner plaisir à l'infini. Je veux effacer rien de mal à partir de ton mémoire. Je tiens à toi plonger en moi. Nage dans les eaux de ma profonde. Je crois en toi et chaque hausse passant de marée.

Je pleure quand je pense de toi laisser. Je suis désolé si je te faire te sentir mal, il n'est jamais mon intention. tout ce que je veux est pour toi le bonheur et le contentement. je te veux bien dormir à côté de moi dans l'éternité. Je vais faire l'amour de toi jusqu'à ma mort. Je vais te lécher et sucer te et de te faire saigner avec plaisir.